Hold on...

new noise

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 14:00:51 GMT

alright.
new journal.
translocation
hit it.

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 14:25:59 GMT

i don't know if anyone on my friends list has noticed, but i've been commenting and posting a lot more frequently recently.
why?
because i sit in a cubicle from 7AM to 4PM five days a week and most times have nothing to do except listen to my little boom box at a "reasonable volume" and check livejournal.
i guess this post is just a response to the question "paul, why are you on lj so much lately?"
so there it is.

STRIKE ANYWHERE!

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 16:50:24 GMT

strike anywhere is playing at swayze's tonight. I know I'm going, and i know i've already got Mike Waters in. anyone else who wants to see a totally fucking awesome band, be there.

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 07:03:03 GMT

so, i got a tattoo at Psycho Tattoo from Craig Beasley 2 weeks ago. i decided to wait until it was healed before i posted a picture of it on here. It's from a Scott Sinclair piece (www.sincstudio.com). If anyone has the Hot Water Music record Caution or has seen the video for remedy, you'll recognize it. either way.

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Tue, 30 Nov 2004 08:24:04 GMT

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punchline is love

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 05:22:54 GMT

Whatever it takes, I will supply you
Thank God, those times are gone and behind us

Fri, 05 Nov 2004 03:09:08 GMT

Picture By:
Jesse Wallace
http://www.dayfallstudios.com

Make the Clocks Move

Tue, 28 Sep 2004 04:02:15 GMT

Marie, you got me thinkin'
Long term and being careful with my drinkin'
And looking forward to my holidays and weekends
Marie, i love the way you got me thinkin'
But Marie, I'm always workin'
Long drives, bad food, stale air and such boredom
When i get home, we'll take a trip or just and do nothing
Rent a movie or something
Whatever gets your blood pumpin'
My Marie You're all the pretty music that i need
So lay down on that couch and sing for me.

"hey, i left my back pack in the back of her car, could you get it for me?"

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 05:07:19 GMT

Your hands didnt move
well neither did mine.
New Years will bring
so much to say
but nothing comes out right
both of us left without words
both of us lost in this world
it's softer than ever before.

And you were the outline
of everything you would become.
The keeper of these hands.
To hold you now
it is a far cry more than anything that I deserve.

I'm waiting to give you whatever the world may bring
I'd give you my life
cause I don't own anything.
It seemed like the bottom was all that I had until now
I'd give you my life
if you'd give me yours somehow.

Your hands didn't move
well neither did mine
New Years will bring me to you.
I'm waiting to give you whatever the world may bring
I'd give you my life
cause I don't own anything.
It seemed like the bottle was all that I had until now
I'd give you my life
if you'd give me yours somehow.

all of our labors lost

Thu, 24 Apr 2003 02:34:21 GMT

i can't believe it all came to this. all of the hours spent in the loft, wasted. no. not wasted. but certainly put to misuse.
week proposal is over. or at least the original week proposal is. what's left of it won't be the same.
that's all i can say. how am i expected to write what truely feel in something called a "live journal" whatever, this marks the end.

MC PCP

Thu, 17 Apr 2003 04:24:50 GMT

i decided that when i become a famous rapper my name is gona be MC PCP. i like that. i already have the first verse to my first hit single, "All About This". Nick's gonna put a beat to it, it's gonna bump, hard.
i hate Super Target more and more everyday.
im workin 27 hours this week, that is rediculous. and i cant take joey to get his tattoo now because i have to work 8 and 1/2 hours on saturday. sonofabitch.
i love charles. period.
ok, Right now im laughing as hard as a boy can laugh.
damn, and now im yawning as hard as a boy can yawn. goodnight.

welcome to new jersey...

Sat, 12 Apr 2003 04:07:04 GMT

Duck mother Fucker. tonight will be nothing but zelda, it's time i made some progress in this bitch. today:sleep, fun, work. now zelda.
PEACE

BUFU- BY US FUCK YOU

Fri, 11 Apr 2003 05:43:05 GMT

(im not really "horny" i just wanted to see what it would look like)
alright,
jesus, what an intense spring break, honestly, last night was my first good night of sleep the whole week, unfortunately it had to be a night where i was supposed to wake up early and go to practice , which of course i slept through. damnit. The lack of sleep this week is definately worth the fun though. i mean, c'mon, spending over $100 on fireworks and then shooting them off in an obnoxious manner at 2 AM. spending all my time with people i love, and not being forced to see people i hate. o man. and playing halo for hours, and just wanting more. Sucking ass at DEF JAM VENDETTA, playing Zelda until i pass out. i don't miss school one bit. fuck no.
jesus christ, "HOW HIGH" funny as hell.
So there's a show at Swayze's on saturday:
Week Proposal
My friend wendell
KAMA
and to be perfectly honest, i don't remember who else.
www.weekproposal.com maybe it's on there.
www.mp3.com search week proposal help us break 1,500

You know what i love, having a copy of the new Alkaline Trio album Good Mourning a month before it comes out, thanks a lot mike. i also love the new Lagwagon "Blaze" it's awesome, they've out done themselves. a know, cometo think of it, you'd have to be a complete fool not to love Lagwagon, either that or just have no roots.
but whatever.
god i need money, the new Rise Against came out tuesday and i don't have it yet.
O MAN, WP has new songs, best yet. they're really good, i promise im not just saying that...
even more of a rason to go to the show n saturday...eh?
ok, i think im done now, goodbye...

SB 03 is here, and i'm in love

Mon, 07 Apr 2003 04:51:18 GMT

FUCKIN A, sprink break is fuckin here and it's gonna fuckin rip. I mean, it's only Sunday, it hasn't even really started yt, and we are fuckin this hoe. hard. I have no idea where the last week has gone, i just realized that i haven't updated in the past week and i have no idea y. well i guess it really wasn't that much of a week. But i did have to give connor back that zelda game, but it's just aswell cuz i borrowed Ocarina of time from Joey, and it's much better, and i can actually keep it until i beat it this time. And as soon as i beat it i can start working on Majora's Mask, which i borrowed from ryan.
So im reall excited about the amount of practicing i know we'll be doing this week, im really looking forward to it, we've already finished to new songs, and i knew there will be at least one more before the end of the break.
Speaking of practicing, after our practice today me and joey went and checked out the SBD Weezer cover set, it sounds really good. i was extremely impressed. So after bringing joey home i showered and picked up caitlin and ended up right back at ben's. the 3 of us went and ate at chili's. we got caitlin's meal for free cuz thy fucked it up. HA. ben ended up going to starbuck's with these other guys, i dunno, they didn't seem that cool, so Caitlin and i just went to her house and watched the Virgin Suicides. Didn't get to finish it. i can't stop thinking of Zelda. o my god. it's too much, im gonna get in a few good games of Dinky Bomb, and go get on some zelda. www.dinkybomb.cjb.net that's where it's at. by the way, im not really "enraged", it just sounded bad ass.

feel me...

Wed, 02 Apr 2003 05:00:11 GMT

touch me" ok, so to continue where i left off earlier. We played an SBD VS. WP game of halo, and guess who fuckin won. Week Proposal BITCH! that's fuckin right, York-you got nothin. So then Saturday i pretty much hung around all day until it was time to get ready for prom. So i did...and then of course we took pictures, got in the limo, ate, went to hell (aka prom) and then enjoyed an excellent evening at Nick Nelli's house. Full of movies such as: South Park the movie, 8 Mile, Ice Age, and NAT movie (not another teen movie, it's the best).
the best part was definately the company, i loved having everyone there w/ me. especially cailin, o god, she looked AMAZING. completely stunning. speaking of which, over the span of saturday and sunday we spent over 24 hours together, and i loved every minute. this is incredible. i love this. When have i ever spent that much time with a girl and not been even slightly annoyed by the end. never. this was the first time, and it was unbelievable. So Sunday we hung out and watched the free "Brand New" DVD i got. Then when her grandparents got there i called Dan and we rocked the BUsH (Ambush). I finally got the Against Me! acoustic EP, i've wanted it for so long, and i finally got it. So after dropping Dan off i had the privelage of hanging out w/ ben, it was awesome, we "jammed" to some punk rock classics. By the way, ben if you read this, you are formally invited to play guitar in me and zach's hardcore-punk band "Vaginal Blood" holla at us and let us know.
Monday, o what a monday. For anyone who reads this who doesn't know, i had a dog, named Ivy, for 8 years. She was a very well groomed and well disciplined, pure-bred Great Dane. Due to cancer in her bones, on sunday her legs stopped functioning properly, and on monday, she was put down. That dog helped me grow up, and will be missed vehemently. god that sucks...
ok well
today was HALO, then caitlin's, then the math-off. jeopardy style math questions. it was great. after watching teachers embarrass themselves, we made a stop at Taco Bell, man that was great. O my god, i have a new passion. "ZELDA:LINK'S AWAKNING" good jesus, it's awesome, im borrowing it from connor. thanks man. ha. so, that was the abriged version of the weekend all the way through up to date. i'll be back, ready to fuck shit up. PEACE

And we rock (as in the act of, not the state of being)...

Tue, 01 Apr 2003 15:04:43 GMT

because it's us against them, we've found our own reasons to sing. And it's so much less confusing when lines are drawn like that. When people are either consumers or revolutionaries, enemies or friends, hanging onto the fringes of the cogs in the system."
wow, i normally don't start an entry w/ that long of a quote, but i just had to keep going.
so this is the first update since last thursday. so much has happened.
Friday-WORK-shitty-but then! went and hung out at ben's for a little, then SBD (minus josh) came to mike's for one of the best halo parties to date. especially seeing as how we used mike's projector screen, it was the shit. fuck, im in school, so i have to go, but i'll continue this entry shortly..

I don't care...

Fri, 28 Mar 2003 05:54:10 GMT

Bren do you care? didn't think so. Alright, so today, the purple hair went over pretty well. got a good response. hott. so after school i dropped of caitlin and danny and went to zach's house and illed it for a little. Until i was called by her and had to go pick her up from work. Don't worry, it was my pleasure.
From the kennel (her work) we went to her house so she could change, but all the doors were locked. boy was she mad. Luckily we had just gotten our prom shirts that day and i carelessly threw them in the trunk of my car. so she changed into that. problem solved, right? apparently not, i don't really know why but if a girl is mad, just let her be mad for about 15 minutes before you offer any suggestions. Because if you solve the problem immediately she'll then be mad that she doesn't have a reason to be mad anymore. And that is unfixable. Either way, she got over i quickly, i don't think she was really mad anyway. So from there we headed back to zach's where him Nrock, D Sims, and Mike had already started the gaming, it was time. HALO. So why the five of us were rockin halo death style, caitlin took a little nap. how cute. So i think as we all know, after spending any span of time killing relentlessly you can work up a serious appetite. So where else would one fix that problem other than an all you can eat pizza buffet....yes, CICI'S. woooo. so after about 20 minutes there ben ross and cara stopped in and enjoyed some of our pizza, toll-free. on that note:

Russ

which member of stranger by day are you??
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after sharing stories and pizza we all parted ways and i dropped caitlin off and headed home.
So this girl Laura, who i really don't talk to, IMs me asking why hate her, and i guess it's a reasonable question, cuz i kinda do. but either way refuse to answer because i know how she is and i know that she would just use all the reasons i told her i hated her and make someone else feel bad for her and tell her they weren't true. So after arguing for a while, i told her that i seriously just don't care about her at all. One of the most valueable lessons my mother ever taught me was that the opposite of love isn't hate, it's not caring. When you love someone, you think about them constantly, and obsess over the great things they do. And when you hate someone, you think about how much you hate them constantly, and obsess over all the annoying things they do. Those sentances are almost exactly the same, just switch a couple words. which means they can't be opposite. So the opposite of love and of hate is not caring, not thinking about them at all. And to not get filled with love/hate when they walk into the room. So not only did i get her to stop talking to me, but i taught her something. excellent.
So now it's way too late to be up and im super tired. well...goodnight.

Eat this nick nelli...

Thu, 27 Mar 2003 15:15:19 GMT

how you like me now bia?? 0.0?? i'd be embarrassed to post that.
Alright, well i didn't get to update yesterday, so since it's still early in the day today and nothing has happened yet, i can just recap yesterday and pretend that im writing this...last night.
Well after nothing special at all at school, we had practice for about 45 minutes, the 2 new songs are coming along wonderfully. From practice i spent 4 and 1/2 straight beautiful hours with Caitlin. We got a lot of stuff done for prom, which is a big load off of my shoulders. O, and when we went to pick up her dress from the altering place, that is located in the same shopping center as that warehouse music that's going under, i decided to see what cds i could get for what i thought was going to be cheap. But as soon as i got in there i figured out why they were going under in the first place, all of there prices were waaaaaay too high. It was like 16$ for Lagwagon-Let's Talk About Leftovers, and with the clearance price it only went down to about 12$. Really not to great of a sale price. I mean, you'd think with like 30% off or something it would be at least under 10$. i dunno, that kinda made me sad, i was lookin forward to getting some cheap cds. o well i don't really have the funds right now anyway.
So after completing all of the prom errands and eating at Chic-Fil-A, i stopped in at CD warehouse to say hi to chris and furthermore see if he had gotten in the new NOFX EP "Regaining Unconiousness". and HE DOESN'T HAVE IT! how dissapointing! i mean, what self respecting record store manager doesn't order a new NOFX EP when it comes out. i mean. c'mon, right?
DAMN.
so after making a quick stop at Super Target i dropped Caitlin off and headed home, for what i thought was going to be a regular evening. but i ended DYING MY HAIR PLUM!! it's totally SWEET!! HOLLA!!

You're just lealous cuz we're young and in love...

Wed, 26 Mar 2003 14:45:52 GMT

Alright, im in school, again, second period web page design, stupid fuckin juniors take that damn exit exam. HA. i don't remember it being a week long, but i don't care. Speaking of not caring, yesterday at lunch i gotta say i had one of the funniest conversations ever with Bren about not caring. We came to the conclusion that the only way you can be happy is to not care...about anything. Well somethings, like not learning from your mistakes, but not so much other things, like your brother dying, i mean c'mon, now that bigger bed room is all yours. right? i mean, you fail a class? who cares? i don't care. but if i walk bare foot through some grass and step on a piece of glass, it'll be a while before i walk through grass with no shoes, i'll tell you that right now. I mean, i care more about something like that then, let's say...someone pouring a bottle of water on my crotch, much like ryan did to bren yesterday. at which point Bren shrugged it off with a good ol' fashioned "I don't care". o man, good times. jesus christ. So i have to present that project today in lit, i hope it goes alright. I'm excited cuz today i get to go to the mall with Caitlin i have to get a tie for prom, unfortunately my mother didn't give me any money for it, so we'll see how that works out. God I hate asking my mom for money, she really doesn't have much and she's always giving. Sometimes i go a week or two without eating lunch and just don't tell her so she doesn't have to give me lunch money. I mean, she really shouldn't have to. She works so damn hard. and she worries about me so much. god. i love my mom. alright...well, that was unexpected. hmm.. how bout that.
ok, so i'm going to continue my schooling. Um, i'll be writing later tonight, i may even include some details of the mall today...oooooo...EXCITING!!!!
LATE

Surprise Surprise...

Wed, 26 Mar 2003 06:19:58 GMT

Paul
You enjoy a wide style of music. If need be you'll
make a scene and not think twice about it.
It's predicted that you probably drive a white
Saturn. But sucks for you because you can't
enjoy milk!

Which member of Week Proposal are you??
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well well well, paul eh? DAMNIT, i was really hoping i would be that cute one, Zach.
So, today was pretty rough, I woke up late, but it wasn't a problem because i had a paper due in first period that i didn't do, so i picked Mike Waters up and we attempted to go to BK for breakfast but then realized that we really didn't have enough time, that sucked. So once i arrive at school everything goes pretty well, until 7th period when i had this conversation with my teacher:
K.P. Restwood- "Paul, do you know your grade in this class??"
Paul- " No, some where in the forties right?"
K.P. Restwood- "you may be giving yourself too much credit there"

FUUUUCCCKKKKKK!!! im totally fucked, im gonna have to fuckin eat this woman's asshole to pass that class, at that point it'd probably even be an "A"...judging by the quality of the rim-job of course....right...
So DIRECTLY after school i head straight to work, where i spent the next 6 hours and 15 minutes of my day. Never fun. The only good part was when

Caitlin

and

Kristine

came to visit me on my lnch break. Right now i'd like to(sarcasticly and hatefully) thank Mike Waters for giving me the incorrect dates of Spring Break and convincing me to request off work based on the fact that his MOM said that's when it was. So while no one else has to work during spring break, i'll be working. But who's gonna be laughin the week before when im off all week, and they still gotta go to work. SUCKAS.
So prom is this Saturday, this saturday im scheduled to work from 2:30-11:00. I have GOT to find some one to take this god damn shift. Or else i ill be forced to call in, which more than likely will affect my job security. O god, well at least i got that 115$ to robyn in time for the limo. on the envelope i wrote "limoZEEN"!! C'mon who knows where that's from??
After work, instead of coming home and relaxing,i came home and finished a research project that i have to present tomorrow. I hate school, i just wanna get outta there!! hopefully i will this year.
ok sorry to anyone who may read this for all the bitching, but i felt it was something i had to release in text form. Ok, so im gonna go do that paper that's due this morning. damnit.

QUIZ!

Tue, 25 Mar 2003 16:53:36 GMT

HEY the "which member of Week Proposal are you??" quiz is complete. Make sure to take it and let us know which one you are. and if you're feeling gracious, y not post the link on your journal. thanks.

http://quizilla.com/users/ourtimeisnow/quizzes/Which%20member%20of%20Week%20Proposal%20are%20you%3F%3F

Light a match...

Tue, 25 Mar 2003 05:18:23 GMT

...for I deserve to burn" i don't really know why i put that as my title, im not even listening to the Beautiful Mistake right now. i just don't know. right now, i'll have you know that i'm eating the end piece of bread. and loving it...enough of this foolishness.
3 months
can you believe it's been that long? neither can i. yeah, 3 months with Caitlin Younghanse. well, here's to 3 more...
So the show tonight, it went well. Thanks to everyone who came out on a monday night. the few of you. Everyone played fuckin awesome. A Blessing In Tradgedy,god, when did they get THAT good? and fuckin FFF TORE IT UP. the new guitarit adds so much, not to mention it lets mike's talent shine through, cuz he's able to do more riffs and shit now without it sounding empty. man, i can't wait until we get to play our new shit live. i really hope everyone takes to it nicely.
So i'm making a "which member of WP are you" quiz at quizilla.com. since i have so much time on my hands in second period im doing it there. I'll have it on here soon enough.
So my dumbass sister washed my car today for a damn pack of cigarettes. i can't believe her idiocy. ya know what? Phillip Morris has been taking advantage of the addicted for years. It's my turn. If you smoke let me know, i'll put you to work. it's worth it i promise...
What's wrong with me? Im eating ice cream, for the second night in a row, i mean, im not supposed to do this, im lactose intolerant. my body doesn't tolerate it AT ALL. what a fool. God i have to write that fucking government paper and it's gonna suck shit. damn. alright, then i guess im gone. Peace

school sucks

Mon, 24 Mar 2003 15:19:08 GMT

Hey,
im in school right now. All the stupid lame juniors have the Exit Exams this period (second) so it's longer. Luckily for me that just happens to be Web Page Design. Which means no work and all play. Sitting in front of a computer with fairly fast connection and no real work to do for an hour and a half. WOO! Plus, the lovely Mike Waters decided to skip Team Sports and hang out with me in here. Always a pleasure mike. So what could mike and i be doing together with the internet at our fingers other than listening to NOFX..?? listening to Strike Anywhere! but of course. good times....great times. alright, im out, i'll hit it again later tonight. hard.

You've crossed the line between here and out of this world...

Mon, 24 Mar 2003 04:56:24 GMT

and you blow my mind like a colt 45 everytime"--A message to her.
Today i something i've been longing to do since this past summer. I slept until 3 o'clock. God it's been way too long. anyway, that was extraordinarily relaxing and refreshing. so after eating cereal and Silk (as opposed to milk) and showering i took a trip to the mall with my mother to buy the last things i needed for prom. I ended up just buying a vest, i still need a tie, shoes, and a corsage. but it's all good. anyway, after that i headed over to the loft for some murdering of the innocent (aka practice) and we came realllly close to finishing a song we've been working on for too long, i love it. All that's really left is the vocals, so we won't have it done for tomorrow night (please everyone come to that!), but definately the show after that, when ever that is. So after practice i went to caitlin's and did the usual. i'll never understand how it's so much fun doing nothing. well i'll try not to dwell on it, anyway.
I'd like to take a moment and discuss the affects of adiction. My sister, who is a smoker, has decided it would be a good idea to WASH MY CAR in return for a single pack of ciggarettes. Now i know that ciggarette prices are high, but please, 3$ for washing my car. That's retarded, any self-respecting laborer would rethink that decision. But ya know what, who am i to bring this to her attention, i get my car washed for 3$. so a message to everyone, if you know someone with an addiction, please, take advantage of them. that's all for now i suppose. holla at a playa.

Thankfully I don't miss your skin...

Sun, 23 Mar 2003 06:59:28 GMT

...or the way you always have something to say." Tonight my heart bleeds for Ben Cato. I'm sorry man, it happens to the best of us. But as we all know, someone as totally raw as you deserves someone who isn't always second guessing their feelings. "time heals all wounds."
Alright well today, after sleeping in (and loving it) i cut the grass...fun. then ater showering and dressing i jetted over to Caitlin's to find her and Lauren clad in their new attire purchased at the Town Center mall today. After being there for about 30 minutes we all took a trip to Joey's, where of course i was called a "loose bitch" and a "slut" by joey's dad. So when we returned to Caitlin's, her and Lauren thought it would be wise to fall asleep while me and joey were just sitting there. so of course we weren't going to stand for that, so we got up and left. Turns out all hair dye is 1/2 of at Publix. I purchased a box of Plum and a box of black. I plan on using it after prom. That should be fun. After obtaining the dye we sat around at caitlin's for about an hour having a total blast. until it was time....to go to the castle play ground at that church on 92. Lauren and Caitlin of course having no idea where we were going or what they were getting themselves into (probably because we blind-folded them). anyway, when we got to the goddamn place there were a bunch of fuckin kids there. So we did the only thing that could make us feel any better...went to BK. I ended up being the only one who ate, but it's straight. So after filling my gut with a tasty whopper we went and sat some more at Caitlin's, I have no idea how this works but that seems to be some of the most fun i can have. crazy i know. Anyway after that i came home and that was my night. I know it was boring to anyone who was there and it probably wasn't worth reading about, but it's my god damn journal so anyone who wants to complain can just touch themselves. im out.